millions word 2 say

this word is especially to class 2r1.....
i don't want for all of this to end....
coz there's things i haven't said...like how much i'm sorry,how much i wish i've never done that,how much i want us to be together,how i wish 4 us to never fight...
and theres something like i love u, i hate u, u are my best friends...and more..i cant count them...i've gotta million words to say...and i don't want for it to end before i said anything...i wanna said it all 2morrow....in the last day...lets change feelings,thoughts,expressions and more...tell everything we wanna say before it all ends....
coz it will ends...and we have got no chance 2 say it....please...listen to my millions word....and i'll hear yours...

what i've gained there..

in this days in my school...before this or now i don't treasured it...
but these days near our holiday....i'm starting to realize what had i gained there....
not just about studies...but something that i could use more...to lean forward...step ahead...and lastly support the front....smile...knowing that it not a waste....i've think about before....whats the best is your achievement in studies...so..i study hard....as hard as i can...until i score....go to a better school...yet i feel something missing...
what in my places had been put there..but no...i dont care about the custom....that is'nt family though...it's  something that make the pain yet happiness...someone to talk instead of keep quiet..someone that too funny until you want to die laughing...someone that will smile back 2 u...this is my class...where we dont care to respect who's better than us..but make friends with them...this is our world,where we dont tied with parents but act with what we think is right,the one that keep talking while the teachers teaching...the one that too lazy 4 homework...'
its us and no one...this is the class where we had met...make friends, even foe, falling in love..and even challenge ourselves...where we eat in class...doing things that kids on other states scared 2 do....yet we keep on peace...never been drawn by pride....thats why i love my class...where we can be childish to mature....
i;m happy here...sitting here..at my plastic chair...talking bout whatever we can..singing old lyrics...
we can be so different...from any style and from any opinion..yet we keep on laughing...coz we dont care... dont care bout anything else....bout where we live....which country...coz we are together that makes us laugh...
day by day...until today..where i feel this 10 month like one month....happen so quick...i wanna go back...where we can wait 4 all of us together then go 2 class...when we only work hard sometimes...
we play everyday...i wish...its the last day of being in this class yet i feel like its the last day of my life....
it makes me cry but makes me feels like if i have something i wanna said...i'd better said it now...now coz this is the last word....right...2r1....hehe

who is it to blame

human....

never escaped from sins...

either from lust or even wrath...

but always stuck with the deadly envy and pride...

and at last...they will point finger at someone for their sins...sometimes a whore, a manipulator, and who takes the blame a lot is satan or known as lucifer...

but in my thoughts..

i've thinkin about something..when the question appears from the book robinson crusoe...

when friday ask him..."if fod is so powerfull,why didnt he destroy every evil and only let happiness?'

now i know...he was an angel before but an angel that doesnt agree with human...then he come down 2 earth and make hell for someone that accepts his order...and thats to harm other creature including your own kind...

but still god loves him and dont want to destroy him...coz a father wont kill his children...

he still believe he can return to him...

but still human lives in sin and doesnt want to know how much someone love something...

even if he's a sinner but he still be loved...and stop blaming someone else...

he had made a path but it still u the one that choose it...

then stop blaming and start learning...its now to judge whats happen back then...whose fault it is and whats the lessons...

tnx..i made it myself...i've never like to hate nor envy...

but i admit i have lust and greed...and i still learning to control my wrath...

past

past has many kinds....

and through past people move on but with different point of view or different acception of past...

there are three kind of point of view...with this people determined what had they learn and the determination of future...the first is....

the one that RUN AWAY FROM THEIR PAST...

people like this always feel guilt of what they had done because of this..

they scared to look back but keep on forgetting their past towards tomorrow...

like this...they wont learn anything...

second is someone that REMEMBERING THEIR PAST FOR REVENGENS...

people like this will end up being too angry of their past...

angry for being too weak or angry for not doing anything...

they will use it too saying shit to the one that hurts them before....

and the third is the one that USE IT TO MOVE FORWARD KNOWING THAT THEY WILL SUPPORT HIM FROM BEHIND...

i'm like one of these...

people that learn from mistakes...accept what comes ahead and move forward knowing that people in their past would be in their back smiling and saying to them to move on...

and their will move on very proudly....

which one of its u....

is it the one that scared of their past or pissed with their past nor feel lucky for their past...hahah...leave me a comment pliz about this...i made it myself...

CUPID

this blog is dedicated 2 my friends and this blog is where i want the viewers 2 share their opinions and reconsider about their day today...

about what they had done and what they thinking about...

i'm sorry i'm not a good a sharer...

but i want to just share what i know with u guys okey... and pliz dont hesitate to leave a comment or leave a message or a question...

i'll try to answer it......

and please enjoy to the fullest in here...